As I posted last time, Formation is not easy! Especially when there obstacles in the way. These obstacles may be interior, but sometimes they come from outside sources. People in the seminary can harm other's process of discernment when they become obstacles. I really think that the priesthood of Jesus Christ is in serious need of MEN who will follow in His footsteps and I pray for all those who are in charge of forming those who will be the shepherds of the Church in the future. There are some in high positions who believe that their ideal of the priesthood is the last word on formation. It is hard to be yourself around these people because they judge harshly and without compassion. This is not the way Christ behaved. It is hard to discern the priesthood of Jesus Christ when some who model it have "daddy-issues" that they project on those under them. I pray to St. John Vianney that those who are in charge of formation may seek the heart of Christ as he did, even if they lack the capacity to be "shepherds after his own heart."
Justin, I will be sure to include you and your discernment in my prayers. I too had similar thoughts as you do during my time in formation.
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